Stuck in Indecision

- I think you aren't ready to sacrifice your youth for children yet

- Me?

- Yes, you

- Why do you think so?

- You have too many travel and exploring impulses, and you fear being trapped in your town. There are rewards to having a child, but youth is short...

- Maybe if I had a more fulfilling life and youth, I wouldn’t have to deal with this dilemma now. I blame my country for that.

- Yes, your generation is stuck in waiting.

- That’s true.

- You don't envy the girls in your town, do you? You don’t envy their lives?

- Actually I think I do envy them… I mean I don’t envy their lives but I envy that they can be happy with their lives, with what they have, which is something that I can’t. I’ve never been happy enough, always wanting something else, not being able to settle in life…

I wish I wasn’t like this.

- It’s because you know many alternative choices :)

- I wish I wouldn't ! Or at least I wish I’d do something. I wish I’d do something different, but it’s like I’m just standing and watching the time passing bye…

- You have to make choices and live them

- I have to make choices and live them.

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